This post will be a meaningful 1 for me...
the new year has jus started for a few days..
and when i just thought this year will be a good year for me..
i realise i am wrong..
i also dunno y..
when i start to understand lots of things..
ppl around me starts to leave me...
1st is my maternal grandma...
next is my dad..
and now i can only think of the worst..
my one and only paternal ah gong has jus been diagnose with cancer..
and the doctor say he got only about 3mths left...
we dun wan to tell him about it...
surprise after surprise..
i dun wan anymore... can?
i jus hope i can live my life with happiness...
why is god taking away my beloved family members....
and the fact that i am only 18...
and i hav to experience all these....
hope all these will jus end...
The truth ranted;
8:05 PM